This resonates with me.. It is interesting, how you wordplay past and future.. it reminds me of a dream I had… recently in which past, and future were jumbled up. I think you mean more here than that.. For instance, the last stanza makes me contemplate writing as a release.. a release of unspent emotions.. But what I can relate to is this wordplay on past and future and the paradox of ‘past’s’ future.. I created a poem from that dream, and this reminds me of that poem so much that I am going to post it.. The poem will sound surreal, but it is about that dream..