I totally understand as I am only 27 and have lost about six friends in a period of over around about 5 yrs. I live in a very small town and in a small town, there is nothing to do for kids and they in turn get bored, which in turn leads to wondering and pondering what they can get into, which in turn led to drugs for most of my friends, as well as myself. I’ve been to rehab once at age 16 and again at age 18. It wasn’t until having my child that made me become a recovering addict because of not only my life that I had to watch out for , but now an innocent child’s, and that’s what did it man. Talk atcha later.