I’m curious and a softy myself. What makes you want to LOVE and be LOVED by this girl Penciled One? A connection, chemistry, is she your friend? All of the above? You can be specific with her emotional qualities/personality. I don’t mind, honest. I was turned down two weeks ago by a girl I really liked. It leveled me. It hurt bad. I hope it turns out better for you.
Much love brother Pencil.