I’m sorry you felt so alone. I ‘m sorry it was like I didn’t care. I just tried to protect you, from getting hurt again. The sheild I put up I know must’ve been made of dirt, because it didn’t hold that well. You never thought anyone cared, because I never let you have the chance to be loved again. I’m sorry I ever hated you. You’re only a person. What was I to expect? You were hurting, broken, and confused, and I just kept dragging on, making it worse. You long to be loved, accepted, and cared for. Why should I interfere anymore? So this is me saying to myself, I’m letting go of my control, and letting you be loved.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me!
Find Jesus, and never let go! He will rebulit you, and take away all your endless hurt. You will be loved. Never lose faith again, for he will provide for you!