I'm outta here. I took my pen and spiral and I don't want anything else. You can have the self-doubt, puttering and mundane activities. I can't use them. They just kept me from sitting down and writing. And no, I don't want those Rolling Stone magazines. The shiny pictures distracted me and kept me from finishing a short story last month.
I'd like to say it's been good and that I loved you but I think I just loved the idea of running away to jump on the trampoline instead of sitting down at the keyboard. That was fun, but too much of a good thing gets old. And counterproductive. See, it's not just me. It's you too.
When we were together I felt like you were just a big black boot stepping on what I love. Between me, you and my passion to write, well, nothing gets anywhere. So I'm taking you out the the equation and wish you the best.
But honestly, I think you need help because I am afraid for the next amazing writer who rocks your world.
Signed - Flyin' Out Of Here
It's not you, it's me.
I know you have always been faithful to me, as you have been faithful to everyone else. I know you would never want this breakup to happen. And I don't know whether it will actually happen. But I know I have to try. You see, it has been a nice easy relationship so far. I would set out to write something, you would come and touch me, and I would forget everything. It was bliss.
I know this would hurt, but for a while, I've had the feelng we are going everywhere in this relationship, but I was actually going nowhere in everything else. You sort of stifle me. I think in any relationship, there should be a lot of freedom for each partner, with just enough compromises to keep the relationship going. But if the compromises start dominating and you begin to feel the relationship isn't worth all that, it is time to move on.
I am sorry it has to be this way. I know it will be an ugly battle, you have a huge ego and you won't let me off that easily. But I have to begin the process.
I will never forget evreything you did for my regress. The variety of your methods! From the simple but definite 'I can't do this' to letting me start and then inserting the thought, ' but is this the way I want it to go? Is it good? Sounds a bit silly. Is it really worth it? Is this the way I even want it to start?'
Oh yes, I have had my misery with you, and you have had your share of fun with me. Those times can never be forgotten. And I know it will not be a clean break, you will always stalk me. I accept that. That is the price I have to pay for letting you dictate to me for so long. But I hope, you will slacken you hold quickly, and move on to other victims. After all you have a wide field to play withWill always remain a little bit with you for ever,
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